My beautiful wonderful elder neighbours just gave me 4 packets of rump steak and a packet of bbq steak because his Christmas hamper turned up and he said he always orders way too much and gives stuff to his kids I was so grateful I haven't had steak on about 3 or 4 years it's just way too expensive. I feel lucky to have them as I haven't bought pumpkin a long time now.

Hi all. I will look into the doc John thing. I feel weird asking for money. I took my seroquels and slept til now. It's 4 am. I'm going to my iop group tonight for the second time

Hey, Couch.

Could use hugs today...having difficulty coming back to baseline after Friday. If it's one hit, then I recover relatively quickly, but given that every single one was thrown at me...not so much.