You articulated my current status so well! Thank you.

While it hurts to see another soul suffering in a similar way, it is also good to know I am not alone. I am sure you feel the same? I couldn't help but notice how good you are at writing. It resonates deeply, like poetry. Have you considered writing a book about your pain and suffering? Or a blog? I enjoy reading what you write and I believe others do as well. You've got a ton of insight. Sometimes when we know pain and suffering more than anything else, we see it as wholly bad... However, it can be a source of inspiration and wisdom for others, including ourselves. Helping others can be another way to help yourself. Do you find that helps you?

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