I would like to remember mostly because I have avoidance personnality disorder and I have it bad. I know people are not born with this disorder and comes because something happened. At 12 years old I already had that personality disorder so something happened before, when I was younger. This disorder developped itself mostly because of rejection, because we are not taking care off, because we are in the way, a burden.

Maybe if I would remember where my personality disorder all started, I would be able to deal with it more. As it is I always feel I am a burden to everyone and I should shut up and hide everything inside of me. Asking for help is the most difficult thing for me to do.

Thank you!
Hugs!
nightdream