I just can't get over my anger/negativity. i feel so helpless. I feel like I am useless to others. Why do I bother to keep going on? I'm so tired of myself I feel like I am burned out, like I just can't get better.

I just want to be normal. I've worked so hard but today I am preoccupied with needing to feel validated. I"m exhausted and can't go on like this much longer. I want to be positive, I just don't feel it. I feel like this misery will never end.