This sounds so like me right now. I finally came out and told a lady from church that I'm experiencing psychosis, last Friday. She said she'd take the weekend to think and pray about it.

Well today she told me that the devil has strongholds in my life and that I'm being a hypocrite because I act like a Christian and don't feel any joy inside. She said that God can heal this and because He hasn't proves I don't want to be healed. She's tried to help me for a whole year, and I fight it all the way.

I can't stop crying right now.