I dont know honestly...
My old case manager (by the way i found out the other day that my case manager was leaving so thats another one...) tried talking to me about shelters..
But i dont want to leave here to go to another place just to be faced with more problems...
I need space and dont think i would get enough because im not getting enough here...

I wanted to do an assisted living program maybe but i have no way to do that either

I just thought if i can get the disability i can maybe get help with a place to live and just lock myself up in there...

Makes me sad though because i love people kind of and want to be around others but i just cant.. its too hard.. im too introverted or something...

I dunno... i kind of just wanna die you know
All of this is sucking my soul from my bones..