My arm chair Pdoc hat on .... your Bipolar. Since you found Pc and learned more about you “ illness” everything has clicked” bipolar”

Sure hormones can fluctuate things but not to the degree you have posted on PC

I think the program Therapist is not helping matters having this hormonal shyt taking front and center stage.

I have read your Threads and in trouble I see you as having Bipolar.

My mania isn’t happy it’s full of self loathing anger and many years of cutting etc... it’s never fun nor pretty.

Mania never presents the same each thing me for me , there is usually a component added or missing, but in the end I’m manic.

(((((((( hugs ))))))