This is my other dx, though I don't like to admit it. Still, this still crops up from time to time. I had a good friend just tell me he noticed that my symptoms seem to have abated lately.

I think it's true that as you get older and start dealing with your crap, symptoms do subside.

I'm kind of in denial though. I want to tell myself this isn't me anymore, but it is. Even if I am better at hiding it now. But I still get caught up in the roles I play some times. But TBH, I still don't know who I am some times.

I was dx'd with Hpd during my first visit to a mental hospital.

Before 4 years ago (when I was first diagnosed with a PD), I never bothered to look inside myself or introspect. And I admit, looking inside myself and facing my feelings has been the hardest thing I've ever had to do.