I was blessed to have a wonderful husband who loved me unconditionally for 36 years. I look back and wonder how on earth he put up with me, but for him it was never about that, he was just so full of love for me. I miss him terribly and after 16 months with him gone I still can't imagine ever wanting a new relationship. Actually, I do want one with a hot 35-year-old "friend with benefits", but that's all. I don't think I will ever marry again...why buy hamburger when you've had filet mignon?