It's ok to feel that way Pegasas. I think we have all felt that way at times in our lives. That black hole is not a fun place to be in but I've learned something over the years. That hole has sides! I know you can't feel them right now but trust me...they are there. You aren't alone down there and you don't have to pretend to feel something you don't.

It will get better...might take more time than you want it to but it will.

I don't know if there is a hug icon here but I am sending you a hug. (((Pegasas)))