Hi bebop,

Thanks very much for your kindness to me. It must be hard to help when things are really tough. As for your question about contact with my 2 daughters, I have tried to contact them on a very regular basis, with the hope that someday they will come around. My older one says she wants total privacy, is remaining in another city with her fiance and just removed her identity from the net. The younger daughter doesn't remember me as well, I expect, as she was only 3 years old when I took the two girls to a safe house in 1987.
I've lost hope since this past Christmas. The rejections are killing me inside. I know they need alot of professional help, but who knows if they will? I will always worry about them, grieve for them and hate myself for being so unloveable.

Take good care and I return the hugs to you and all of the members here.

peej