Not really sure where to start but I feel like Im always hanging on by a thread in life...I feel like Im constantly fighting battles within that I never seem to win. Sometimes when I think Im on the right track with something I do a complete switch and go the opposite way or craft a whole new plan altogether. Currently I'm enrolled in an IT program for information security and I'm starting to feel like I don't want to do it anymore but I don't know if this is just me quitting another pursuit because of my inability to commit and follow through. Im not passionate about computers in general but, I do have an interest in design/development technology. It seems when my mood changes I feel different about everything in my life. My past can be summed up as constantly picking up and later dropping pursuits..jobs..colleges. Im literally exhausted from the mental unrest and constant confusion. At this point Im ready to leave the IT school and pursue design/development and just hope that it will work out. Any words would be appreciated.