Yes I am. I figured it would be best to resolve it with HER. I do have a strong attachment to her which keeps me coming back. But that issue, and all of the issues that happened shortly before (major rupture over sudden, undiscussed boundary changes) has crippled me. Her actions have made me feelworse about myself rather than better, and she knows this. She pretty much took everything than meant anything to me away. And stupidly, I'm still with her, twice a week as I always have been. I even got another therapist to deal with my issues with the first one....but the hurt is too deep.....