It's good to know I'm not the only one who doesn't want to have children. I'm 24 and when someone asked me about my age, they were kinda shocked and she said "oh, I thought you're suppose to have a family". If I had a partner then yes I'd have a kid. My mum kinda pressurizes me. She'd like to be a nanny and it really gets me down. The option I'd go for is sperm donation but it costs a lot. No one wants me so I shouldn't really focus on relationships. With the depression and anxiety, I don't think it wouldn't be fair on you and your child. I hope everything goes okay for you. Sorry about my rambling.