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I just sliced myself from my wrist to about half way up to my elbow. I feel so worthless, so empty. I'm so angry. I'm having majorly difficult sessions with my T, and I'm constantly disappointing my husband and daughter. It is difficult going to work and focusing. My Pdoc is leaving the area and I am attached to him. I'm so needy, people are going to start avoiding me like I'm a leper. Life sucks. When I start crying, my husband turns around and walks away. It makes me feel like nothing.