Oh Soliaree, you're anything but worthless! Growl at your husband!! I wish I could write something helpful and comforting but I'm sort of in the same place. I know about feeling empty and nothing. I can honestly tell you that you're none of those things, you're intelligent, insightful and compassionate. If anyone fails to see that, maybe they have a bigger problem Please take care and I'm sorry you're struggling.
(((((((((((( Soliaree ))))))))))))