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Originally Posted by Hopingtrying
The one good thing I see is that he was honest about snooping but you do not feel like he trusts you and you deleted your fb account because of him--not because you wanted to. You are not in a healthy relationship. You are not going to heal until you end the relationship or demand better treatment from him (and get it). You do not need to answer questions about things you have done before you met your bf. Tell him you do not want to talk about it.
It is good that you are in therapy. It seems like you are having trouble standing up for your rights in this relationship. Have you talked to your T about why it is hard for you to do this?
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Thank you for your opinion.
I already told him almost everything about my ex relationships but it didnt help him, just made it worse.
Now I hope he will get better by therapy and medication.
Its too easy to break me, Im thinking about going to hospital because of addiction, depression and panic attacks, doc said its better way to help myself.
We both are sick, we both are trying to heal ourselves, now I feel that I forgive him again and again, yeah its love but sometimes it causes pain but I must understand that he has mental issues too.
No one wants to be left because he/she has mental issues and if he has delusions I hope he will get over it. Im also sick what can I say?