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Originally Posted by Lemoncake
DP I can really understand. You're doing the best you can. Would it be possible to write everything down on paper and hand that to him or email if that would be easier.
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Normally I do both of those things.... but in this case, I have intense shame because I KNOW I'd have to be kicked out or sent elsewhere and I can't bear to lose him, in my state of mind right now, it would make me worse than I am. I haven't even told my best friend the things I wanted to say because its just so bad. I am a horrible person for the things I have been thinking and feeling
