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Nov 22, 2017, 05:25 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Posts: 8,406
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I'm starting to get really nervous...I got a call from that first University job that I did an all-day interview at. I didn't get it. It took them a month to make that decision. And I feel like the other University job won't work out either. That leaves this job...and there aren't that many opportunities in my field in this city. It's just not big enough. I really can't afford, either financially or psychologically, to move right now. Hopefully my freelance work will start picking up, and I'll get paid finally, and that will help ease my financial stress...
I don't know what I'm going to do if this goes on much longer without a full time job. I really just can't handle a move right now. But there are plenty of jobs in other cities. I don't know what to do.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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