I ended up calling the crisis line where I go for therapy. I talked to the doctor and she was on the line with me while I took my medicine and then told me to go put it in the trunk of my car. I did that and then this morning have been trying to get a hold of the crisis T. My T has the day off and I have left a message for him too. He checks his messages and he told me he would call me back if I needed him to. Last night I pissed off the voices by not following their instructions and now am even more scared. I am not going to be back on until Friday so please don't worry.

Janniebug