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Originally Posted by QuietMind
I get sad whenever I see posts on facebook about "NICU mamas". They like to call their babies "miracle babies". I'm an NICU baby, born at 27 weeks. I often wish I'd died and my dead siblings lived instead. My mother would love me more if I'd died lol.
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Hey, I was born at 24 weeks. I haven't met anyone who was such a preemie like i was! i also struggle with those feelings, though my home life wasn't nearly as terrible as yours is. But I often think "WHY ON EARTH did I survive such miniscule chances (less than 10%), with NO long-term side effects in order to accomplish nothing in the world and hate myself?!"
i get it.