That's how I felt when I first posted here. You were actually the first person to give a detailed response to my "New Member Introduction" post. Thank you for that.

(Jennifer and Teddy Bear also said hello. Thank you two as well. Ugh -- those first posts are kind of embarrassing to re-read.)

For me, a big part of my pain was the hopelessness. That affected how I responded. So let me ask, what is the source of the pain for you?