I'm not sure how I am doing. I seem to be thinking that I am being followed sometimes and that folks here where I live are thinking bad thoughts about me. I also fear that they know what I was hospitalized last for, about a month ago, and this scares me. It was pretty bad. I was having delusions then. I'm on new meds now. I am not having what I was hospitalized for, at least, not those thoughts anyway. SO that is a good thing. I just don't know, though, about this town I live in. Things seem a bit STRANGE. I just am not sure if I am imagining this or if it is real. Time will tell, I guess!