Holidays are hard. I tend to joke about christmas and say I’m a scrooge. Really it is just too painful to enjoy.
I can see why this year would he especially difficult for you. I hopeyou are at least getting lots of doggy cuddles
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Tired of feeling lost, tired of letting go.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Tired of wasting breath, tired of nothing left.
Tear the whole world down, tear the whole world down.
Failure.
Failure - Breaking Benjamin