Liz- I validate you. All of it. The “letting”, the thoughts of why you took it on. The being angry these last few months. The part that holds the memory, and the dream... the anger at the ‘“president” for his words.
You’re doing right; doing what you can; look at it as you can. Maybe it surfacing means now it’s time. Of course only you can ultimately make that decision.

Courage to you, and I hold gratitude that you chose to write about it here. This is a safe landing space.