I am unable to tell my t the things I am unable to tell myself yet. Sometimes I (or parts of me) try to tell her things that are still beyond my ability to know them. It doesn't work out well. I push too hard, my T always tells me to slow down, give it time, not try to say things before I am ready. it's a bit hard when one group of parts of me are desperately pushing forward trying to "tell" and another group of parts are trying to silence those trying to speak.
Sometimes I feel like I am the piggy in the middle who gets caught in the crossfire.
Ouch!