It was an OK day -- they gatherings get smaller and smaller each year. We went to my mom's house. It was just my sister, myself and mom. I didn't mind it much, but it did make things feel ..off. I say that, but I feel nothing off with not having a christmas tree put up or any decorations for the last 11 years (ever since my brother died, when I was 15). Anyway -- it went fine. I was able to break up the monotomy with some shopping interspersed in the holiday.

Yesterday was fine, but today I feel low. I feel like crying and I don't really know why. Post-Thanksgiving blues? haha