Sometimes if I cant make sense of what am feeling then it makes it harder to explain to others how I feel but quite often am classed as an attention seeker which hurts but what hurts more is people that seem to have a go at me telling me to get a grip as there are others out there who are worse off than me which i get but people that say this have no idea what am going through to feel the way I do and they don't take the time to understand why so a lot of the time am left to fight my battle on my own as it's always been that way from when i first got ill had to get through it on my own with no help and surrounded by folk telling me oh get a grip or your young what you got to be depressed about.