Getting mad at him last night didn't help me at all. I feel worse. He's been content to sleep in his recliner a great part of the time. That makes it lonely for me. But I've slept a lot too.

I'm depressed. I don't even know that getting away from him would make me one bit better. I might just feel worse.

I don't know what to do. I can't see a future to look forward to. This is awful.