In my situation, to my knowledge, I had done nothing for which I should have been bullied or picked on. However, I must admit that it is a repeating pattern throughout my life. I somehow must come across as a pushover or something, because I seem to attract bullies like flies are attracted to watermelon. I was asked not long ago if I am a pacifist. I had to answer yes, for most of my life, until about a month ago, I had never had in my mind for a second to harm anyone. I had always been too agreeable, if anything.

About a month ago, however, I was so upset and so fed up, that it crossed my mind to harm some of these people. I placed myself into treatment then, as I really did not want to harm anyone. So I did not harm anyone, of course. I was just very overly angry. Since then, as I have said, I have worked on anger management and assertiveness training. I will be working more on these things with my mental health professionals as time goes on.