Hi Elsa,
You have not said anything here which would put any of your loved ones at risk.
Your posts have been fine.
We have all been very concerned about you.
Nobody has any desire to harm you or anyone in your family.
We all care very much about your welfare, Elsa.
Have you thought more about possibly calling your pdoc or going to the ER?
I hope to help, somehow. We all hope to help, somehow.
We can only give feedback and make some suggestions. You are in control of your life. You get to make the decisions.
Did something happen to make things worse?
Please remember we all love you and have no intentions of harming anyone.
Keep yourself safe.

WC