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But the second to last dream I was talking to her on the telephone and told her I loved her. It was a wonderful dream/feeling. . .

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How wonderful to experience.

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Yes, it was wonderful when I dreamt it but man, talk about embarrassing to have to tell her later!!!!

My worst ever dream I had to tell her though I think was when I dreamt I had my head in her lap and she was stroking it. She was matter-of-fact about lots of embarrassing things and that was great but if they were about her, the terror of anticipating her reaction was so bad it was hard to pay attention to what the reaction actually was. That and I'd imply stuff (or think I had) without actually saying it outright and then she'd be confused and I'd have to get very direct to correct my mistake.

At least the therapy process works; I'm living proof of that. I didn't die of embarrassment or shame and can (sometimes) be direct and look at the person I'm talking to at the same time! I don't feel a need very often anymore of that trap door in the floor/ground to swallow me up either :-)