Good to have you back, tsrc

and glad you had some good stuff like the nice Pdoc and good journaling. Despite the other -- I'm sorry some of that other stuff happened.
I can relate to feeling the odd one out for not having substance abuse issues -- I actually asked one time if I was in the wrong group, because it was a trauma group and everyone seemed to have addiction issues (If they didn't, they weren't talking, so I was not relating a great deal of the time in a group you'd think I'd be relating left and right.)
This is not about me, but I wanted to speak up on that to let you know-- you are NOT alone, and I don't want you to feel marginalized or forgotten in that --in case you did --, even if your experience might have left that taste.