Kind of a mixed bag. Still on the up side energy-wise waking up super early, back at latest obsession, getting in people's faces, etc., but also spells of rumination and crying. This is traditionally a very hard time of year for me, but I'm really trying (along with my team, meds, etc) to not fall down into that pit this year.

At this very moment, between my brain and my reality, the odds don't look good.

But I'll try. Fight this BP beastie. Damn ****er.

(p.s. it's not about the holidays. Holidays, schmolidays, lol.)