I think I am starting to feel a little better because I havent really thought about demons all day and I feel overall calm. I didnt have any obligations today so I have been sleeping and relaxing. This month has been super busy and chaotic. My psyd said that all that made me stressed and thats why I was afraid of demons and that that fear was not reality. I am starting to see that now. My mind is a little clearer and really I can speak like myself if that makes sense.

Thanks for all the support. Only 3 days til I see psyd. I got this!