Hang in there. And I thought I had family problems? I'm also 17 and my parents don't understand either. My dad doesn't want me on medication but my mom does. It creates major complications in the house along with other problems my parents have caused me. You might cinsider seeimg a therapist and have a meeting with them and your parents. Maybe the T can get it through there heads that this isn't your fault and you don't have a choice when it comes to these emotions. I hope this advice helps.