Dear T (formerly known as T2),
Feeling bad about myself after a bit of an argument with H over finances (stupid credit card bills). And then his offering to leave me alone, then getting mad when I took him up on that offer...
My brain briefly jumped to a bad place, but I know I need to not let other people influence me that much, like you said. Even if it is my husband...and it's not like I was being particularly frivolous with money, I don't think.
So...I wouldn't say I'm exactly "Enjoy"-ing the rest of the holiday weekend (though I was able to sleep in this morning), but I'll get through it...we see MC Monday, so pretty sure I can at least make it till then...and then another 2 days after that till I see you.
--LT
PS--That book you recommended should arrive Monday, too...
PPS--I hate how I'm sitting down here crying, while H is upstairs laughing at some show he's watching on his new Amazon Fire Stick, probably having already forgotten about our argument...
PPPS--And now my mom just called and told me my uncle (by marriage and who has been separated from my aunt for years) who'd had terminal cancer for a long time just passed away. She probably thought my crying was for him...
OK, I'll stop now.