I was in a bad mood today. Just irritable and moody. I got all the Christmas lights up, so that’s good.

I’ve been sleeping soooo much more. I slept till noon yesterday and till eleven today. If I didn’t have a kid it would be nbd but I feel awful that I left him alone that long. I mean he’s seven, he’s not helpless, he can get his own food and stuff but I feel like I’m abandoning him. I don’t know why I’m so tired. Meds I guess.

Meds are definitely behind my appetite increase. I think I’ve gained about ten pounds in two weeks. Two weeks!!! And just when I was starting to lose weight from invega. I might as well go back on invega. Except my insurance won’t cover it so I can’t.

I’m just frustrated right now with everything.

Oh, and my stomach pain from a suspected ulcer is killing me. Still five weeks until I can see the gastroenterologist.