I just watched The Flying Scotsman with my wife. It's a film about a cyclist who's bipolar or MDD and going for world records. Having been a competitive cyclist years ago and coming from a family of Scots immigrants this film spoke to me. I rather enjoyed it.

My T wants to still meet with me so I can tell her why I wanted to cancel. I can't really figure out for sure what was going on in my mind to make me cancel.