i know the reason im so jealous and im going to therapy to try and correct it. i basically hate myself and everything about myself. so in my mind, i dont deserve my boyfriend. since i dont deserve him... why wouldnt he want someone else? why wouldnt he look at other girls all the time because i think im ugly? its gotten really bad lately to the point where its effecting us big time so i made an appt with a therapist. the horrible thing is that I know why I feel jealous and I know its absurd but i just cant help myself. its like my mind takes over and all my reasoning leaves. my jealousy is unhealthy and i feel greatful that I realize it. so now when i get those feelings I say to myself "you know thats rediculous and he would never do that." but sometimes it still takes over. so in my case jealousy is not in any way shape or form "cute". but I know what you mean, kimmy. its nice to know after so long that its like "awww.... he still likes me" lol