I have 'superpowers', I like to refer to them as powers, over wind and light and dark. Kinda like magecraft. Like what Day Tripper and Sometimes said it's best to take your meds. Thank goodness you are. Like what Day Tripper said test it on small heights, tall heights are not the wisest idea dea ldea fdea kdea. The government can't get you for anything if you act like it's not bugging you that their watching you. It's like playing them, it'll anger them and force them out of hiding iding liding. The best advice i can offer here is distract yourself. Watch Movies read books do whatever you enjoy. It's not good to indulge in the paranoia. It'll consume you, take over your life. I hope the rise in meds helps subside the paranoia.