Thanks for the links! The tips were useful too. However, I'm still going have to go to the psych ward. The reason was left unclear for me. Even though I worked hard on convincing that my parents are watching over me every five minutes or so.
But.. There's nothing to be left anymore, so I've just decided to go with the flow and try to enjoy the time I have left in "freedom". Maybe I won't have to stay for so long since I'm pretty "normal" right now. Let's just hope for the best
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