I've been on/off my meds again and very likely manic right now. Spent too much $$$ and not sleeping. Racing thoughts. Distracted by everything. Can't sit still.

Also, I'm not looking forward to my therapist appointment on Friday. We fought last time and I could tell she was trying not to show me how frustrated she was, but a little bit of that frustration came through. I think she thinks I'm a difficult client, and sometimes I wonder if she's going to give me the boot. I don't try to be difficult, though. I think she misunderstands me.

She made me feel kinda guilty.