i'm not sure.

I mean... yeah, it would change my life- I could get a job, I could get friends, I wouldn't have to take all these meds..

but on the other hand I've reached a point in my life where i'm really uncertain about the future, even if I want a future- so I think if it was gone, my first thought would be.... what do I do now?

I litirally have no plans or no goals, I litirally don't want to be here 90 percent of the time

so...... I guess I wouldn't get the cure

maybe at 1 point I would have

but not now