It's pretty complicated in my case. I've read about and tried several religions/ spiritualities.
Although I've never believed in the dogmas 100% and I always kept my rational mind involved, I decided to join one of the major Christian churches as I felt connected to them. I loved the mysticism and symbology.
However, exactly at that period I faced another trauma and my childhood fear of abandonment and loss of meaning in life repeated in religious context, creating additional trauma. So... while I long for the feeling of unconditional love, acceptance and hope, religion is a huge trigger at the same time.