I’m doing okay today. I’m going to a funeral later with the family member that I have panic attacks around. Doing pretty good right now. Just a little ball of anxiety.

I had my friend who is not pleased with my new stability tell me last night that she didn’t think I was a good fit with the Bible study group anymore so she took my name off the communication list and thinks I should drop out. There are 180 ladies with different personalities. Not fit in? I promise what you see on this site is what you get. I think I need to learn some assertiveness skills. I’m definitely not dropping out. If anything I’ll go more often. Disappointing.

Sending big hugs for those that are struggling.