I've been feeling needy today, and it is uncomfortable but I am trying to accept how I feel. I think a part of it is that I feel SO overwhelmed at work so much so that it impedes my ability to think which negatively impacts me when trying to go over and over what I will be doing. It is so labor intensive along with having to actually do what I planned to do. However, I don't remember if I did what I needed to do last week in order to be ready tomorrow. I have no memory of if I did what I needed to do or not. It's like last Wednesday was a blur. When I get frustrated, I get angry. This is all so unsettling.