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Originally Posted by Carmina
I 'see' it in 3 levels/perspectives:
1) through my eyes as I experienced and remember it consciously (ie explicitly)
2) through my embodied perceptions, sensations and dispositions (ie implicitly)
3) and also as a disembodied floating other (3rd person dissociated - probably through an alter me).
For a long time I mainly had access to level 2 and consequently couldn't understand why I was acting certain ways (or rather my body and unconscious mind understood but my conscious brain didn't), now I have access to levels 1 and 3 I have more to work on.
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Thanks for explaining it in this way. If you're willing to elaborate, can you explain more about what happened when you went from only having access to "Level 2" and started having access to the other levels?
Up until this image, I have only had access to what you describe as "Level 2" (I just spontaneously say or scream out words, or feel extreme fear or subtle body sensations). And I have no explicit/felt memory of an actual event, so I don't even know exactly what happened to me, but I wonder if this image is the beginning of some narrative or actual "remembering."