No, not really. I go on and off my medication and lie to people about that. I have snapped at my psych nurse and acted like a kid sometimes.

I don't take my meds as I'm told to, usually I don't want help or take any advice, but oh yeah, when the depression hits, I suddenly want all the help I can get. Routines and regular sleeping schedule sounds boring to me and I guess that's why I never stay stable for long.