(((Rayna))), (((((Split))) and ((((Dep))))))

I am okay right now. I found a church just up the street from me that has AA meetings. They have one today at 5. Well, according to what info i can find they have the meetings. And the info seems to be post katrina.

I'm going to ride over there and see if there is one. If there is, I'm going to go. I'm kinda stressing myself out today about this meeting, so i'm not thinking much about drinking.

Last night (((Rayna))))) talked to me and made me feel alot better. I felt like i was going insane. Ready to break open every one of those bottles. But Rayna calmed me and she helped me see things i didnt quite see.

I dont want to ask my mom to remove the wine rack. It's a long story as to why i dont want to ask and probably wouldnt make much sense anyway. For me, i just need to try to forget about it.

Man, i wish ya'll were here with me. So I didnt have to go by myself to the meeting.

love ya'll
chalmette